salam alayk… 2.40am

hehehe…aku br je pas tgk ayat-ayat cinta the muvie…sronok taw..sedih gak r cite ni..but overall,it’s really nice n sesuai ditonton oleh semua lapisan masyarakat..kekekeke..lg satu yg aku suka cz byk ckp arab..but + indon sket2..hehe..

haaa…smlm la kira,28hb,aku dh abes exam aku utk sem last akhir tahun…alhamdulillah…syukur ke hadratNya wpon i’m not really happy wif dis xm..sigh~ today,i’ve got 2 papers together…the killer subject for me…erghhh..morning-data security + evening-network computing…i’ve tried my best for both subject but for morning paper,am really sad becoz i can’t answer two questions where i should encrypt the message given..so frustrated and u noe wut,at that time,am feel that i wanna cried in that exam hall…arghhhh!!i’ve tried but i can’t answer it!!!after finished that paper,i heard from my fren that they can answer it…at that time "Hanya Allah saja yg tahu perasaan aku"…otw back to hostel,am cried on my bike..lantak r ape org nk ckp but am so stressed!!sedih+takut+sakitpala…

sampai je bilik,aku baring kejap ats katil smbil teruskan nangis..time ni aku nk je msg seseorg gtau apa yg aku rs,but i didn’t want to disturb that person..so,aku matikn keinginanku itu…romate aku,ila ckp, "ain,bnd dh lepas,tawakkal je la"…yea i noe that..aku hanya mampu pasrah dan ngadu pd Allah.. "Ya Allah, Engkaulah tempatku bergantung harapanku"… tringat lak lirik munsyid De Hearty "permata yg dicari"… ya betoi,aku xle give up time ni..coz kol 3 ada satu lg paper last yg menanti…aku try nk stadi sket tp xle,airmata ni dok kluaq jaa..pas2 pala dh pening sbb stress sgt kot..adei~

then after azan,aku p mandi..nk hilangkan sakit pala yg mencengkam ni!!Ya Allah sakitnya…ila soh aku buka posa,tp aku sakit bkn sbb aku lapaq..sbb stress td kot!!arghh…pas2 aku besiap2 solat…alhamdulillah pas solat,aku dh semakin okay sket..syukur Ya Allah…You give me more strength to continue my ‘perjuangan’…Thanx God..alhamdulillah once again..i can answer the question wif ‘ketenangan’ yg aku iginkan…ms hampir ke penghujungnya,kpala aku mkin kuat cengkaman..argh!!!xtahan lg..nk kuaq cepat…

then, p coe ngn Yang nk tapau beger utk bebuka..rs xlalu nk mkn mknan lain…tp smpai je sana,argh sekali lg,aku dlm kesedihan..kedai ttp..sigh~sedihnya!!!!uwaaaaaaa T_T las2 g up10 je tapau kuteaw kerang…sebbaik Yang ada,rupanya aku xbwk begduit..hihihi..apola ain ni…xsabaqnya tgu bebuke..aku mkn xabes pon..xlalu sgt3..awt eh,sbb aku penat kot..hihi..

erm,yg ni je kot yg tertulis olehku..aku ke’tension’an hari ni + kepenatan yg sgt..ok,la ni aku dh okay..syukur alhamdulillah..no more stress + tension!!! windu nk balik kg lak…nk hadiah besday dr mak..jeng3 "TOMYAM"..yummy!!!mak,i’m coming home soon!!wait ya wif that TOMYAM..kihkih…

mata semakin berat dan berat…zzzZZZzzz